Yeah, I apologize for not updating over the weekend. To be honest, I didn’t even ~look~ at this site over the weekend. I was a lazy, stinky bum. I got more sleep than usual this weekend, though. Saturday in particular. I slept from 11am until shortly after 5pm on Saturday, which meant I was fairly well refreshed before work that night. I only had an hour or two of sleep Sunday, but I didn’t think I needed much more than that. Any more than that, and I wouldn’t have been able to fall asleep last night.
Mornings come earlier now. I’ve set my alarm to wake me up at 6:30am, and it doesn’t get changed (I just turn it off, if I remember, on the weekends for poor Megan’s sake). That gives me between two and a half and three hours in the mornings before my first class, which works out to between two and two and a half hours before I have to be at the bus stop. I’ve done this for two reasons:
1) Physical - I needed to start working out again. I’d stopped exercising sometime during the latter half of last semester [due to school-related stress, methinks], and was starting to look a tad bulgier than I like about the middle. I’m sure no one I know agrees with me on that one, but nyah on all of ya: I noticed a difference. :) I don’t think it’ll effect my weight any… in fact, I may gain a bit by way of muscle mass. I’m hovering between 170 and 175 mostly these days, with occasional jumps to near-180, and occasional dips to 165-ish. At 165 I feel a bit weak, and when I hit 180 my self-confidence takes a nosedive, so I try to avoid the two extremes. But anyway, I got side tracked. I’ve worked out near-daily again (forgot last Saturday) since the 18th.
2) Mental - I want to start writing again, but I’d feel bad if I started skimping on my homework to do it. So I’m hoping to squeeze a bit of creativity out of my pores pre-sunrise. So far, no luck. I’ve been using the extra time to do homework instead, because I’ve been skimping on -that- in the evenings to play with programming. *grin* If you’re brave, Click Here to see what I wasted a few hours on this weekend. IE users, at the very least, will see a nice little fading random background color effect. Netscape, I dunno, because the alpha blending doesn’t work right there, last I knew. The program used to be a LOT more complex and a LOT more painful to view than it is now. It used to be a 40×40 table (that’s 400 cells), and each cell had a different background color chosen from a randomly generated list of 4096 possibilities, updated just as fast as the computer could handle. *grin* It was absolutely horrendous to behold. The worst part: that program started as an attempt to pass form information through a test script before sending it on to another page. I got frustrated, and started playing with md5(microtime()), which essentially produces a random 32-character hexadecimal in PHP (HTML color codes are 6-character hexadecimals).
Okay, enough randomness. :) That’s just more proof as to how easily distracted I am these days. I think that’s what happens when I get roughly enough sleep. My demonic mental washing machine gets set to ‘Super’ and starts to shimmy its way across the floor.
Hey, ma! I need a lamp for the living room after all. *grin* I’ve found that I like to do my homework on the couch, but there isn’t enough light over there by 5pm or so.
Because I can’t concentrate, more randomness:
1) gonna need a new computer soon. The one I’m borrowing from works freaks out if I try to play an MP3 and read my email at the same time. And I’m not going to scare you with tales of using Photoshop on this thing. :)
2) I wish DTN would hurry up and gimme my W-2. I want to do my taxes and get em over with. I wonder if I’m dependant this year?
3) I’ve made a promise to myself to fill out the FASFA (Free Application for Student Financial Aid) for this coming year. I really hope I do it.
4) I miss my friends. :( I wanna ‘hang out’ with someone again. Someone I don’t live with (no offense, love).
5) I noticed this morning that I let my ‘Upcoming’ schedule fall horribly out-of-date. Who’s surprised? I’m going to use this opportunity as an excuse to teach myself how to use the Windows Scheduler. Yeah, it doesn’t make sense to me, either.
Maybe I should post more later, when I’m clear-headed. If I’m clear-headed later. If clear-headedness is more than just a figment of my cloudy-headed imagination.
-Me
Responses to “Out of It (or it’s not around me)”
January 29th, 2003 at 10:57 am
I made a note to fill out my FAFSA last year in January, and it finally hit the recycling bin in September once I gave up hope on my own follow-through. Why is it so difficult? *rants* Tell me!

January 28th, 2003 at 12:20 am
We now have possesion of your new chairs and your new lamps. And, of course, new is figurative, not literal. Your Dad won’t see another day off until possibly March. You might be able to get them in your car in at least two visits. Stop by after work next weekend.